No ill effects from the bug bait - I really think it must have been my non epi boy Blue who got into it.  the reason I think this? there was plastic left - Mason would have probably ate the plastic.

 

Recently I've noticed a lot of epi's losing their battles - its tough - and i notice it kind of happens in waves. Is it the moon, Is it solar storms, what is it... Its like work - even at work I notice waves of increased preemie births... curious - and i know there are a lot of theories out there..and one more probably won't make any difference and I'm sure others have already thought of it. ....oh well... keep up the research and keep up the faith we can fix this.

 

I've now seen a child have a seizure - and i knew what that mother was feeling - that scared helpless feeling and I knew what to say and how to help - well as much as I could. so you think ....things happen for a purpose... just wish sometimes they didn't. did I learn how to help mason so i could help this parent cope better? I dont know..but it felt good to be able to help in a small way.

 

 

well all is well - he still gets that spazy look and suck that duck toy - and I wonder if something else is going on in that head of his.